I continue to feel out of sorts. I could write post after post about my children and how they don't sleep, how their behavior is beyond what I think anyone understands, or how often I feel like a terrible mom as I read other blogs but I won't bore you.
I was just now having such a moment. Reading a blog of one happy mom whose son doesn't seem to give her a moments trouble, they do cool things and she is very creative. I came back to Google reader to "mark all her posts as read" so that I wouldn't have to be reminded of how delightful her life seems. But I marked all 165 items as read. I should be more careful but really I think it is just a sign.
I am going to take a break from blogging. I've been thinking about it for some time. I'm not sure how long and I wish I could have written something a bit more profound as to why I am taking a break but alas Si is crying fiercely and refuses to go down for his nap. It's best that I just go and deal with him.
Edited to Add: Thanks for all the well wishes. I know this post seems like a broken record. This has been a continual struggle that I know I've addressed before. Your comments now and in the past about this subject are very much appreciated.